My life. If there was one picture to describe how I feel all the time this would be it. Just not as pretty as Demi. On the outside I’m usually smiling but inside I’m dying. Guilt. Pain. Stress. Etc. Especially at night. Nights are so hard for me.
This has to stop. Soon.
Eating ice cream 3 times in 1 day is a BAD idea! Omg…I never want to eat ever again as long as I live! I still love ice cream though ♥
Sometimes I really feel like music is what’s keeping me alive. Its there for me when I need someone, its comforting. When I feel like I can’t talk to anyone I just sit in silence and turn my music on in hopes of drowning out whatever I’m going through. Its relatable, and makes me feel not so alone. Like there’s at least one other person out there who feels how I feel right now. Makes me feel somewhat normal. It makes me feel better. Its almost like a bandaid, it covers the wound for a while but doesn’t heal it. I’ve dumped my life into music and at this point its all I have. Its like my only career option besides fast food or Walmart. If I don’t make it in the music industry I probably won’t have a very successful career whatsoever. Thats why I’m trying so hard with it.
Been in and out of sleep for four hours now, I would wake up every time I got a text, reply, then fall back asleep. So…I just got up….ate a poptart…and am ready to go back to sleep. :/ Tired…and don’t feel good. I carry WAY too much guilt around with me every day.
I’m going to start posting lyrics again. They take up so much room on my phone its ridiculous! I have soooo many too. So here it would all be kind of organized…or something.
I’ve never hated someone as much as I hate this girl right now. You’ve got to be kidding me! Who does that? Demi is still a fucking human and this heartless bitch is saying this shit! No one should be told any of this, not even Demi. This is ridiculous. People like her make me sick.Is this girl fucking serious..sending this to my twitter..something is wrong with her.
Can someone please punch this bitch in the face. Can I do it? WHAT THE FUCK!? TALKING SHIT ABOUT SOMEONE SHE DOESN’T KNOW AND HATING ON DEMI. BITCH PLEASE, DEMI IS FUCKING FLAWLESS AND AMAZING! AND DEMI HAS AN AMAZING CAREER! So….wheres her career and talent thats better than Demi??? BITCH SIT!
This pisses me off so bad. Like yeah okay I understand you’re not a fan, but saying that stuff isn’t necessary whatsoever! Like there’s plenty of people I don’t like, but I still respect them. Thats the least you can do. Saying stuff like that isn’t okay. Makes me wonder why she is saying that stuff, is she really that hurt that she has to take it out on everyone else??? Cause not only is this affecting the person she tweeted this to, Demi could see it too. And think about Demi’s story, stuff like this is what tore her down. She is human like you said, and everyone should be decent enough to show respect even if you’re not a fan or just keep your mouth shut.
Is this girl fucking serious..sending this to my twitter..something is wrong with her.
Can someone please punch this bitch in the face. Can I do it? WHAT THE FUCK!? TALKING SHIT ABOUT SOMEONE SHE DOESN’T KNOW AND HATING ON DEMI. BITCH PLEASE, DEMI IS FUCKING FLAWLESS AND AMAZING! AND DEMI HAS AN AMAZING CAREER! So….wheres her career and talent thats better than Demi??? BITCH SIT!
